closing my eyes...
hi people...i'm not sure whats happening to me lately...is it due to long holiday or is it i don't know how to manage my holiday...i'm starting to get bored now...and i know that i need something to accelerate my sense of joy to the fullest...but i'm not sure what i should do...it's not like, if you feel lazy to attend a class, you just skip it...but not on holiday...either you live with it or you grow your beard...i wish i can go out and travel...and earn some money on top of it rather then just spend all my money...what i can say is i'm starting to miss my friend's that i used to talk with...to laugh...to bitch...to tease...to joke around and not to forget to fight with...maybe, the only time that we will realise how important the people around us is when they are gone...nothing much can be done after that...but still, life goes on...we'll meet new friend...and we'll meet our old friend again...actually, i'm not that sure about what i scracth here...maybe just to kill my time before i go to bed...more or less, all i can say is i'm sleepy but just to find a reason to be awake at this time around...ok then, enjoy the weekend and merry xmas and happy new year...may 2005 will bring more success to all of us...ta.
p/:to be able to talk to someone, sometimes comfort our lonely heart...but to much comfort will only spoil our heart...
sad...so sad
hi people...whats up?me, not to say that i'm sad for what had happen but that is what i feel...went to a conference but to find out that it's a dodgy conference...debate on serious stuff but the debater and speaker doesn't debate it seriously as it should...not to say i'm good or i'm complaining...but this is not what i expect...even i dont participate much...as i can tell you...i've been invited to this conference as an observer...so i should assume that my appearence is not that important...it is not that i don't want to participate...but refer to certain occassion, being patronize annoyed me so much...anyway, i do enjoy the conference as i can say, i learn a lot...meet new people and have the chance to improve my communication skill...would end this blog now...have nothing to say any more...happy holiday guys....ta.
p/s:swearing and body language is part of communication skill...
"introvert vs extrovert..."
hi people...whats up?...sounds so wrong...it doesn't sound like me...maybe i should put it this way, "How are you?"..."How's weekend?"...more polite, rite...anyway, now we are entering the 50th week of 2004...there will be 2 more weeks before we leave 2004 officially...think about it again...there are a lot of thing to miss...
anyway, i learn something new today...referred to the title, maybe someone will think it is not that intresting...but actualy, today i learn that our surrounding is the best "mirror" for us to understand ourself...either we accept it there and then or later, is not the case...as my conversation with my friend regarding this topic going on...i realise that human carries both of this component...INTROVERT and EXTROVERT...depend on where we stand and what kind of surrounding we live in...people tends to be in either one of it eventough no one care about it...i'm not sure how i end up talking about it...but it does make sense to me to understand it...
by the way, i'm going to attend a conference later this week at Melbourne...i'm not sure how it will end up but i do hope that i will gain something from it...as as observer, what else can i expect...but i'm sure it will be a good one...
anyway guys, enjoy the holiday...to all my friends who are graduating...congratulation and good luck on your future life...will meet again...to sad to realise that all my friends are leaving...but life goes on...wish me luck on my studies...ta.
p/s:life goes on no matter what...deal with it with pride...no matter what is the outcomes...be proud of it as we are actually creating our own history...
"No Matter What....."
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this...."
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this ?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it ?"
Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special - Don't EVER forget it.
If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring.
Count your blessings, not your problems.
And remember: amateurs built the ark......professionals built the Titanic.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.
p/s:instead of sending this as email to all my contact list which i consider as similar to "spam", i rather post it here so anyone who "pass by" my blog can read it...thanks to my friend, Firdaus from Wollongong, NSW...happy holiday to you and it is great to have a friend like you...
