Monday, February 27, 2006

pencarian tanpa noktah...

apa yang aku mahukan dalam hidup ini,
yang dicari menghilangkan diri,
yang dipohon masih dinanti,
yang pasti tetap pasti...

tetapi makin jauh langkah ini,
makin gundah hatinya,
tidak keruan tapi yakin,
bahawa yang dicari ada dihadapan...

satu persatu diredah,
sehelai demi sehelai diselak,
yang dijumpa hanya bayangan,
diri yang berterbangan...

akan tetapi lelah bukan penghalang,
kematu bukan alasan,
alah bisa tegal biasa,
hanya satu yang bererti iaitu hati yang bersih...



p/s:i start my uni today. i had my clinical psychology class this morning. intresting enough to make me smile by myself. anyway, i had a long day today trying to findout whats wrong with my computer. hate it when you really need them, they turn against you. i almost wanted to smash my computer to the wall. anyway, its done now and im heading home to get some sleep. i'll be working tonight. anyway,lets roll the dough tonight, mate....

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

andai kata...(2)

andaikata hidup ini,
diberitahu dimana penghujungnya,
agak-agaknya apa yang akan berlaku,
tanpa diberitahu manusia sudah gila,
tanpa diberitahu manusia sudah tamak,
tanpa diberitahu manusia sudah sengsara,
apa perlu dikhabarkan penhujungnya...

disebalik rahsia ini,
kita masih mencari,
apa tujuan kita disini,
dan,
apakah misi kita,
sehingga saat itu,
kitalah makhluk diatas nama manusia,
makhluk yang bernyawa...

p/s:human never failed to realise the important of understanding why we are here...

can i share this with you guys???

i received this from a friend through one of my email. it made me laugh for a second but not as loud as usual. come on people, read it. if you laugh, drop a smiley face at the comment section or on my tag board. go on and read.

Two nuns went out of their convent to sell cookies. One is known as
Sister Mathematical and the other as Sister Logical. It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.

Sister Logical: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for
the past half-hour?

Sister Mathematical: Yes, I wonder what he wants.

Sister Logical: It's logical. He wants to rape us.

Sister Mathematical: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most. What can we do?

Sister Logical: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.

Sister Mathematical: It's not working.

Sister Logical: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster too.

Sister Mathematical: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.

Sister Logical: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go the this way. He cannot follows us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical.

Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried what has happened to Sister Logical.

Then, Sister Logical arrives.

Sister Mathematical: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!

Sister Logical: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both, so he followed me.

Sister Mathematical: Yes, yes! But what happened then?

Sister Logical: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.

Sister Mathematical: And?

Sister Logical: The only logical thing happened. He reached me.

Sister Mathematical: Oh, dear! What did you do?

Sister Logical: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.

Sister Mathematical: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?

Sister Logical: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

Sister Mathematical: Oh, no! What happened then?

Sister Logical: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than a man with his pants down.

Don't be that much enthusiastic be cool!!!!


well, what do you think...arent you laughing? if yes, than it is a good sign thus, leave some smiley face and if not, my question is, what happened? my suggestion is, read it again and if it still cant even make you giggle, then you better go and get consult. probably there is something wrong with you but i hope not. cheers.

p/s: being humorous is a one big thing that not many of us can handle it...not even me, sometimes...

Friday, February 03, 2006

andai kata...

untuk apa kita disini...
untuk siapa kita disini...
untuk, demi untuk...
hari, demi hari...
sampai satu destinasi...
kita semua akan kembali...
mengadap Ilahi.

to this date, i found out that probably the journey of human's life is similar to a life of a mouse who's going through a big maze, finding his/her way out and eventually, reach the exit. but one thing that the mouse will never realise is, through out his/her long journey looking for the exit, there is someone out there who will always, constantly watching his/her moves. hmmmm...

Taken from internet article, prepared by Prof. Dr. Omar Hassan Kasule Sr, i would like to end my entry with a lines of words from his work as my closing.:
Human behavior in the default state of fitra will be perfect. The human has both the good and bad drives. In the natural state the good will dominate over the bad. However humans do not always live in a natural state. Their upbringing and environment affects the balance between the bad and the good. The environment can suppress or reinforce either the bad or the bad.


p/s:the number is increasing but it will never stop me from going forward...thank God for all the time and space given to me. May other's benefit from me as how i benefit from them...