Thursday, July 20, 2006

im back...


"They were so strong in their beliefs that there came a time when it hardly mattered what exactly those beliefs were; they all fused into a single stubbornness."
Louise Erdrich (1954 - )


time doesnt belong to us. we may find that sometimes, we manage to complete what we plan but most of the time we failed to do so. within 7 days ago, i've managed to travel into 3 states and i discovered that what i know now, is to little to be proud of. sometime we make ourself look like we are the best among the best, but the fact is that, we are just part of the mechanism. if we failed, there is a posibility that we might fail the system. through my converstion with various type of people, coming from different background and thinking, and at the same time trying to improve my empirical skill, i found out that most of us believe in what we belief, so much. each of us no matter how, will always try to maintain our believes and on top of that, we try to blend our belief with others, either with force or voluntarily. the question of whether to agree or to disagree with others belief, is not the case here. im a stubborn person but the reason why i behave like that is because i know what im doing and i know what i know. i know how it feels, argueing with others, but now i've learned that, to be a stubborn person, one's require knowledge. there is no way you can be stubborn if you do not know what you are doing. anyway, i would like to say "Thank You" to every person that i met during my journey and i hope that both of us, me and everyone, do gain something from each other. the question of whether time will permit us to meet again, will always remain unanswered therefore my apology to everyone as well if im being rude, but that's who i am. lets look it from the positive way and keep on moving yah. alrighty, have a good day and see ya soon.


p/s: congratulation to my respected cousin for his graduation on 21st July 2006. i hope you will find what you are looking for. best wishes from me and the others, have a good life and remember, we a brothers.