what make you think?
have i ever failed...yes and the experienced is painfull...due to certain reason, i'm forced to make a choice and i move on...from one stone to another stone, i jump...but now the next stone is slowly dissapearing from my sight...is there any hope that i will be able to jump on that stone...i'm puzzling myself and the question of how, when and will i decide what is the next best step so that i can proceed with what im doing now is chasing my butt...i've given my unclear answer with a sign of hope and pray for the best...i'm struggling with what i'm doing now and the only solution given to me is go home and do it locally...never mean to dissapoint anyone, or to make other people suffer...i really hope that things will end up with something good so i can proceed with what i'm doing now...money never bother me this much but it seems like i have no other option...either i leave it and let time decide or i silently and blindly walk through the bushes till i find the source of light...for all the hope and the hardship...i wish my application will be granted...i'm not a begger or try to be selfish but the truth is, money can make an honoured person to knee down on the ground and make them cry for the sake of it...p/s:the pressure is there...the choices is either i go home or someone including me will suffer the consequences due to my action...but as i lay out the plan...one thing that i need to bear in mind...i'm not the decision maker...
posted by fat_elephant @ 2:12 AM
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